For Alia Naufal♥

biarlah perasaan ini tak terbalas, 

karena memang tidak harus dibalas. 

aku mencintaimu dengan ikhlas♥

I Can't Wait for You

Every time I close my eyes to go to sleep I pick out my favourite memory of us. Of you.

Sometimes it is when I was lying on you and we were laughing so hard that we laughed even more just because it was so fun to laugh. Your smile.

Sometimes it is when we hanged out first time. We were watching Tangled and you predicted every single thing. The way you irritate me.

Sometimes it is when we were on our way home to your place after a night out, both drunk and I asked you if you would be hung over the next day and you replied “As long as you are next to me it doesn’t matter how bad I am. I’ll be the luckiest guy anyway.”. The way you made me feel.

Sometimes it is when we were walking and you suddenly took my hand as it would have been the most natural thing in the world. How much you mattered to me.

I’ll miss you so much and I will never forget you. But I can’t wait for you. Mostly because I can't wait for someone that doesn’t know what he wants. I told you how I felt but you never told me what you felt. I can only guess and I’m guessing – as much as I’m hoping- that you feel the same way I do for you. But guessing and hoping is not something that will keep me waiting for you. I would need you to confirm it. I would need you to say that you love me back. But you can’t and that is why I can’t wait three years for you.

I’m sorry and I hope life will treat you well.

Yours truly.

I Hate You,I Love You,I Miss You

Dear you,

I hate
...you.
...that you call me.
...that you belong to someone else.
...myself or leaving.
...myself for never telling you how I feel.
...us

I love
...you
...you for everything you are.
...the memories you created with me.
...us

I miss
...you
...the way you smile
...our long conversations
...playing video games
...cocktails at our favorite bar
...us

I hate you. I love you. I miss you...

-Me

Think of You

When I'm With You

you make me forget the world and make me forget the people
if i go around the world i will never find any lover like you
if i say that i love you,you deserve more than my love
if i leave you for a second,i miss your eyes
embrace me and stay with me
enchant me and fall in my love,let's live some pleasant days
and suddenly i feel in your love without thinking
you've taken me from all people,and i forgot the world with you
i'm keeping you in my eyes,and the world proves this
im beside you and i love you
i couldn't forget you
i hope that my life becomes longer,and i'll keep loving you forever
i always dream that im with you
forgive me ..

Kamis Ceria. No More Mellow Say No to Galau♥

Aliaaaaaaaaaaaaa :3 aaaaaaa kamis itu the lucky day banget yaaahh... senengnya nggak terkira bisa ngobrol berdua sm Alia eh terus mukanya Alia lucu bgt nyengar-nyengir gituuuuu mana salting terus caranya dia ngomong sama aku tuh aduh astaufirulloh bikin terbang :D Makasih banget ya alyoongg udh syg sm aku,udh mau jadi temenku... matanyaaa yg bercahaya mata yg indah yang baru aku liat kali ini rambutnya yang cool bgt,cueknya yang memancarkan ke-gentle an nya aduh sempurna bgt deh. pokoknya hari kamis tuh aw aw aw... galau yg berlarut-larut kini berganti bahagia yang meluap-luap 

Big Thanks and Love for Alia♥

Mother♥

Dedicated to my Mom. I love you.

"My mother never gave up on me. I messed up in school so much they were sending me home, but my mother sent me right back." ~Denzel Washington

"There is no way to be a perfect mother, and a million ways to be a good one." 

~Jill Churchill

"There never was a woman like her. She was gentle as a dove and brave as a lioness". 

~Andrew Jackson

I remember my mother's prayers and they have always followed me.  They have clung to me all my life.  ~Abraham Lincoln

A mother is a person who seeing there are only four pieces of pie for five people, promptly announces she never did care for pie.  ~Tenneva Jordan

 

 

I Love You Mom... I Promise To Make You Proud of Me :)