I spent much time in February to debate.
Yes, as you know that's I'm a debater in my school. Unprofessional debater sih hihi.
Feel so tired, so dizzy, like gonna be die because of the practicing.
I and my team join the debate competition in UGM and SMA9 at the really really tightly time.
Imagine we are just practice in the 1 day for the competition in the UGM. Like I wanna die in this time-_-
And lucky me I have a solid team, nice team, awesome team!
For Priska and Danika my super 1st speaker and my awesome 2nd speaker
hmm too much words can't describe for our big goal, our great achievement... just wanna be say that you are awsome girls, I dont know what should I do without you all. Best team ever!
Keep the head up, and always keep our spirit guys!
Our big goal is coming closser. Show to the school that we are capable enough to make proud yea?
Love you all as always;)

Jadi, mau cerita tanggal 3-4 kemarin karang taruna ngadain makrab di Siung.
Pertamanya sih antusias bangeeett.
Seneng banget liat siung yang bagus.

Tapi bencinya pas outbound
Pertamanya sih mikir wah bakal seru nih kayaknya
Tapi, wadefak. Naik tebing dan aku......

Takut.

1/4 jalan di tebing itu ngerasa mangkel banget, mangkelnya tu ya mangkel aja.
Udah nahan nangis sih gara-gara ga ngerti kenapa ga ada yg nolong pas aku takut mungkin karena aku ga bilang apa karena waktu itu aku nahan-nahan sampe akhirnya tumpah ruah sama nangis baru ditolongin, baru ditemenin.

Makrab.

Ngga nemuin sih arti dari 'keakrabannya'

karena udah mangkel aja rasanya.

temen yg bener-bener aku butuhin waktu aku susah malah seneng-seneng sendirian sama pacarnya nggak tau waktu jalan ke tebing itu posisinya dia dimana aku juga udh ga ngerti.
padahal waktu dia sedih-sedih, galau-galau aku dimana? aku nemenin kamu nangis tau.

ga peka.

situ temen ya?

baru tau, dan I'm sorry darling, ga akan mau peka sama kamu ya, malesin. Nyakit.

dan karena 1 orang yg udah..............


Damn, I really hate you.

Aku benci makrab.