uuu thanks mom. today my mother made a cute blanket for me,she said that  the blanket can makes me warm when i sleep in the tent<3

here we go,

this blanket can use for 2 colors and mode, one of the mode is polkadot with the tosca color, and the next one is cutie angry bird<3

Today.

Today I have a debate competition (AGAIN) in the SMAN.5YK. Its different like usually thats sewon just sent one team, is it my team, the junior team and yea my awesome team ever! My best partners ever in the desk of a debaters! Priska and Danika! both of them is the best partner ever! love them so much lah. 

its too hard for us because again and AGAIN we just reach the top ten. Feel so upset because theres some problems with the judge of the adjudicator from the EDS UGM. So damn we hate at her! Her is the adjudicator from the EDS  UGM, we dont understand why in the 1st prelim we dont win the competition versus Ibnu Qoyyim shs. The adju didnt give us the real and the true verbal, because during the prelim 1 the Ibnu Qoyyim shs just said the arguments like a shit. But we wont be arrogant and feel like we always true. No! we just feel so strange and so upset when the adjudicators explain the verbal. We dont know whats the false at that time is it because the ear of the adju is not work or broke maybe we dont know, we just feel isnt justifiable and because this silly reason we failed to be the big 8! so damn really feel upset.

But, its not the really bad result. What can we do now is keep the chin up and the head up, always have a practice and always try to be the best. We cant stuck on this result today we must keep the spirit for the next adventure!

Oh yea, thanks for the support,pray and everything guys! lav y'all<3

everyone need 2nd chance,

kamu dateng lagi, welcome to my life (again), Arista!

kamu ajak aku nata ulang mimpi itu, kamu dateng dengan banyak perubahan. Perubahan total.

terimakasih sayang, aku bakalan terus mencoba bisa percaya kamu:')

I spent much time in February to debate.
Yes, as you know that's I'm a debater in my school. Unprofessional debater sih hihi.
Feel so tired, so dizzy, like gonna be die because of the practicing.
I and my team join the debate competition in UGM and SMA9 at the really really tightly time.
Imagine we are just practice in the 1 day for the competition in the UGM. Like I wanna die in this time-_-
And lucky me I have a solid team, nice team, awesome team!
For Priska and Danika my super 1st speaker and my awesome 2nd speaker
hmm too much words can't describe for our big goal, our great achievement... just wanna be say that you are awsome girls, I dont know what should I do without you all. Best team ever!
Keep the head up, and always keep our spirit guys!
Our big goal is coming closser. Show to the school that we are capable enough to make proud yea?
Love you all as always;)

Jadi, mau cerita tanggal 3-4 kemarin karang taruna ngadain makrab di Siung.
Pertamanya sih antusias bangeeett.
Seneng banget liat siung yang bagus.

Tapi bencinya pas outbound
Pertamanya sih mikir wah bakal seru nih kayaknya
Tapi, wadefak. Naik tebing dan aku......

Takut.

1/4 jalan di tebing itu ngerasa mangkel banget, mangkelnya tu ya mangkel aja.
Udah nahan nangis sih gara-gara ga ngerti kenapa ga ada yg nolong pas aku takut mungkin karena aku ga bilang apa karena waktu itu aku nahan-nahan sampe akhirnya tumpah ruah sama nangis baru ditolongin, baru ditemenin.

Makrab.

Ngga nemuin sih arti dari 'keakrabannya'

karena udah mangkel aja rasanya.

temen yg bener-bener aku butuhin waktu aku susah malah seneng-seneng sendirian sama pacarnya nggak tau waktu jalan ke tebing itu posisinya dia dimana aku juga udh ga ngerti.
padahal waktu dia sedih-sedih, galau-galau aku dimana? aku nemenin kamu nangis tau.

ga peka.

situ temen ya?

baru tau, dan I'm sorry darling, ga akan mau peka sama kamu ya, malesin. Nyakit.

dan karena 1 orang yg udah..............


Damn, I really hate you.

Aku benci makrab.